Autumn is upon us,the leaves they change so fast. Time is ticking slowly, six weeks now since you passed. No matter what the season,wether skies, now grey or blue, all just seems the same to me coz I'm just missing you. Yesterday your Birthday, the sun it shone so bright, like your warming smile, and your star that lights the night. Although I came to see you, your smile it wasnt there, so surreal a feeling the hurt it cant compare. I miss you Baby brother, unlike the seasons it wont change, no having you around to hug, the feeling is so strange. Time will pass I know its true, and they say that time it heals, I dont see that far ahead, I just know the way it feels. I will miss you always, you have my heart forever! Your Big Sis xxx